Atelphobia

2017.12.24

Happy Christmas Eve💛

Once again, Christmas is coming very soon.

That's mean new year is also around the corner!

Can't believe. 2017 will be end soon.

So what just I done in year of 2017 ?

Happiness, Sadness and ...

Recently, a very sad case was happened.

SHINee's member Kim Jong Hyun  leave us, leave the world.

He decided become an angel.

We don't know what he had faced in his life till he want to end up his life.

But we can know how painful he is.

You did well. 

 You may have a good time as you is an angel💙

And I,

don't know why,

like sailing without a compass,

no direction,

and I think I'm useless. Why?

I felt that there are a lot of things that I can't do.

My feeling, assignment, caring about my friend, and more.

I CAN'T HANDLE IT.

Even thought that kind small things,

I can't manage it well.

I can't understanding my friend's feeling;

I can't help in finishing the group assignment;

I can't control my feeling!

I think I'm useless.

I make my friend misunderstanding me because I'm to close with others;

I cannot done the group assignment because I don't know what I had learn before this;

I make my friend feel upset because of my word to worst;

These was happen, I try to improve myself,

but I can't.

When I try to change everything, I feel like I really useful.

I don't know what can I do for them.

Yes, you can laugh with me,

you can joke with me.

Unfortunately, It just for temporarily.

What I can do now is,

do what I want to do?

 Nobody perfect.